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hello people. i don't know why i'm here. ohno wait, actually i know why. because joey asked me to do that. 11:01 PM • Thursday, January 21, 2010
JOEY IS UNDERGOING DEPRESSION.
yes that's what she wants me to write.
ANYWAY. i'm also undergoing depression now. D: guess what? i failed my chinese compo. first time in my whole entire life. and i'm feeling so shit now. D: what's more depressing is that i seriously can't play the oboe. i really wonder why i took MEP. look, my piano sucks, my theory sucks, my oboe sucks. oh well, maybe god wants me to really try out things that seem impossible for me. still, i'm going to die next year, after my senior pass out. because i can't sight read for nuts, and i can't play for nuts. so yeah, you can imagine how my life will be next year. D:
CUUUUUTTTT! okay i'm really trying my best to push away all my negative thoughts, because i know i'm not allowed to have them in my head. hey dudes, go away! i want to live happily ever after.
okay forget it. i'm just going to sleep now. hope that tomorrow will be a fresh new start, and everything will be fine. god is by my side after all, isn't it? (:
kay goodnight. :D
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