★. D B S K !

{ Lotsa things. :D }

6:38 PM • Sunday, May 31, 2009

okay I think this will be a long post. :D

so, on Friday we had POP, which is Passing Out Parade. Yeah so they announced like, who got all the posts. and i'm the AWO, which is assistant welfare officer. haha actually i was quite shocked that i got post. it's like totally unexpected. haha then when me and rachel went up to take the table cloth (?) and the photo frame, Yiing Huey were like "march properly ah!" then i think i the way i marched very funny. ;D hah anyway, yeah it was quite unexpected. :D

then after that, we went Pasir Ris chalet and we stayed there. & there are CALs & CABs, which is chao ah lian and chao ah beng, according to tiff. haha yeah and they were like so NOISY throughout the whole night. so irritating. ): then they tried to disturb us by knocking our room door. So annoying. :/ then after that i think they went out because they were very quite after that. then tiff were saying that they were doing "vigorous exercise" since the ALs and the ABs stayed together. haha sick. i know. XD it was kinda fun anyway. we gossip talked until like, 2 or 3 o'clock. :D

then i left the next morning because i need to go for my church event MASQUERADE. :D it was awesome! :D i love the drama they performed. it was nice. :D and i love love love love love all the songs. :D hehe so sad i don't have any visitor went. :/

so at night i came back Malaysia! :D hehe can't wait to have gatherings with my friends! :D okay nothing much. buh-bye. :D

{ THE SECOND CHANCE. :D }

5:42 PM • Saturday, May 30, 2009

The Second Chance by Hillsong United

You called my name
Reached out Your hand
Restored my life
And I was redeemed
The moment You entered my life
Amazing grace
Christ gave that day
My life was changed
When from my shoulders
Fell the weight of my sin
So it’s with everything I am
I reach out for Your hand
The hope for changeThe second chance I’ve gained
On You I throw my life
Casting all my fears aside
How could greater love than this
Ever possibly exist
Consume my thoughts
As I rest in You
I’m now in love
With a Saviour
Bearing the marks of His love
So I’ll wait upon You now
With my hands released to You
Where a little faith’s enough
To see mountains lift and move
And I’ll wait upon You now
Dedicated to Your will
To this love that will remain
A love that never fails

I love this song a lot. I think it's very meaningful. :D oh and i will post about all the things that happened when i go back to Malaysia. :D

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12:04 AM • Friday, May 29, 2009

I FEEL SO IRRITATED. ARGH.

{ INDIAN FOOD! :D }

11:10 PM • Wednesday, May 27, 2009

first swine flu case in Singapore!

and i just had fever and flu. o.o

and apparently my phone doesn't even want to listen to me. :/ at first it got no batt so i can't on it. Now i'm charging it but it still can't on. Okay i think the phone got problem already. Like me. :/ 物似主人 haiz. And my contract i think ends at August. Long way to go mann. :/

so, tomorrow we're going Little India! :D heh we're going to eat Indian food! :D Hmm, i think it will be very nice. :D and i didn't manage to borrow camera from my mum since she needs it. ): never mind can ask my friend help me take. :D oh and i'm not going to wear familiy tee since i can't find it. I'm just going to tell them that the t-shirt can't fit me anymore. :D haha looking forward to it! :D and the cukoo Amy asked me what to bring tomorrow and she thought that i'm YungCi.

gottogo. :D

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2:20 AM • Tuesday, May 26, 2009

what the heck i still can't sleep yet. look at the time now mann. i'm so dead.

{ MY WISHLIST; }

12:48 AM •

okay before i go to do my work, my wishlist:
(Santa, you better promise to give me all this by the end of the year)

#1 get an iPod
#2 get an iPhone
#3 closer relationship with Him
#4 try to appreciate everyone around me; don't talk bad behind their backs
#5 appreciate my parents
#6 be a better chinese rep (I really suck.)
#7 get better results (I suck. Again.)
#8 make my hair straight forever! argh.
#9 lose weight
#10 don't be a failure
#11 get to watch all the shows that I want during the holidays
#12 the weather turn colder
#13 peace and harmony in this world
#14 not-so-weird personality
#15 a nice nice nice nice nice nice nice nice nice nice chinese teacher. gah.

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12:35 AM •

D: I just feel like crying now. I also don't know why. ): i realized that i can't think too much. Or else i will be very depressed then i will feel like crying. and i can't listen to emo songs. if not i can't control myself also. ): sien lah. i wanted to do e-learning stuff but in the end i'm blogging here. wth. anyway, i hate myself lah. i slept for like 3 hours in the afternoon when i'm supposed to do my e-learning stuff. *slap self* i hate myself. :/
Okay no matter what i'm going to do now. Bye.

如果有一天
我们再见面
时间会不会倒退一点

{ sick. ): }

10:46 PM • Sunday, May 24, 2009

gah i'm sick. Yesterday I seriously can't sleep because I just felt so uncomfortable. ):
Shall not post any further. Bye.

{ Jubilate. }

1:44 PM • Saturday, May 23, 2009

jubilate sucks to the core. I hate it. Okay I shall not elaboarate anymore. If not I will be more depressed. Next Tuesday Band Dinner. Friday POP. and that's it. Sec 4s are gone. Gosh why can't time just stop at like, SYF or whatever? I don't want them to go. ):

argh whatever. I feel so depressed and sad now. Bye.

{ Jubilate! :D }

8:45 PM • Thursday, May 21, 2009

oh Jasmine just reminded me of posting this too. haha :D i think i neglected my crayon shinchan for quite a long time already. All my comics are at home though. But i love them lah. hehe :D They are so cute~~~ :DD

Oh gosh tomorrow Jubilate. & i still sound like crap. :/ i think tomorrow i'll be so dead. ): my tone sucks. seriously. & i'm forever not in tune. gahh I'M SO DEAD. so, i shall post something interesting huh. :D click here. this is so damn funny. I laughed like siao when Jessye and Yungci first showed me this video. haha ;D

okay got to go shower already. Bye~ :D

寂寞无助的时候
谢谢有你陪着我

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11:03 PM • Wednesday, May 20, 2009

OH YEAH I LOVE FOOD TO THE MAX! :D i put the nuggets picture because i'm eating right now! ;D It's damn nice sia. (: & i'm so damn hungry because i never eat dinner. So sad. ):

Jasmine suggested to post Yoga Lin's video. So i shall post. Click here! I love this song okay. It's awesome! :D There's other nice songs too! :D like 伯乐, 神秘嘉宾, 残酷月光& 传说 :D

oh yeah click here and here for the second cutest cartoon show ever! :D (first of course is tom & Jerry)

got to sleep already. Bye. (:

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10:36 PM • Tuesday, May 19, 2009

oh yeah I LOVE MUSIC. this post is dedicated for BAND, the coolest CCA i've ever joined. :D So, LW cried in front of the whole band today because she's so stressed-up that we can't do well in Jubilate and that other people will say that we don't deserve the Gold with Honours, again. She asked us to come down for recess practise. Then at night, i received an SMS from YH to ask us to go down for recess practise. & i heard from my seniors that she's sick so she didn't come for band practise today. After this two things, I feel bad. Really bad. As in, LW is worried of the band and she's asking us to work hard but i didn't go down for recess practise. YH is sick and she's still worrying about the band and passed down SMSes to remind us to go down for recess practise. I'm the one who's not concern about the band and don't work hard for it. :/ & it's not like i'm a pro or something but it's just that i'm lazy & lousy. What kind of junior i am mann? :/ Calista Kwa, I don't care. tomorrow i'm so going for recess practise. No matter what. I shall work hard for the honour of the band. For the effort that my seniors put in. & the spirit that lies between every band members. :D

BAND IS MY LIFE. I DEDICATE MY LIFE TO BAND. & I mean it.

SNSB BRAVO! JIAYOU FOR JUBILATE! :D

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10:43 PM • Monday, May 18, 2009

this is what i feel like doing now. zZzZ argh shall go and do Geog project now. Bye. zZZ

离开时别忘了
看看眼前的人

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7:14 PM •

oh yeah i love Yoga Lin! :D He's so talented.

okay click here and take a look at the video. It's awesome! :D

argh i'm bored. & tired. Shall blog again at night if got time. :D Bye!

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11:50 PM • Sunday, May 17, 2009

Jesus is love. :D

argh i'm bored. But i don't feel like sleeping. :/ Let's see how am i going to survive tomorrow for the stupid freaking 2.4 NAPFA test. argh i hate it. ):
Never mind i shall force myself to sleep now. bye.

{ I'm such a failure. :/ }

10:26 PM •

oh yeah i love this show! :D heh i know it sounds childish but i really think that it's the nicest cartoon show i've ever seen. Besides Tom&Jerry though. :P

i seriously think that i'm a failure luh. :/ guess what? i failed my freaking theory exam. So i need to retake. & i haven't tell my mum yet. I bet she will just skin me alive. No doubt. Hmm, i needed like, 4 more marks to pass. Well, it's all my fault. I didn't put in enough effort. :/ So now i need to waste more money when now is like, economy crisis. :/ What's wrong with me luh. I just can't put in enough effort for it to at least pass. Why am I such a failure mann. :/ Maybe tomorrow you'll see my body lying on the bed without any sign of breathing. Because i'm so dead.

& what's more is that my results are like, only one word can describe it. LOUSY. & i flunk my practical test because my teacher totally give up on me and asked me to play finger study. Because my side-reading skills sucks like shit & that she doesn't have time to prepare me for another song. :/ argh so now i must practise my piano 24/7 and study my theory even when i'm sleeping. great mann.

Why are there so many depressing stuff. I feel so depressed. :/ argh never mind. Sleeping soon. Bye. :/

{ BAND CAMP! :D }

11:30 PM • Saturday, May 16, 2009

YEAH I JUST CAME BACK FROM BAND CAMP! :D
it was so damn fun!
i hope next year there will still be band camp because we are moving to TP
& i scared the school doesn't let us have band camp or night trail because we are still not familiar with the place
& they say the school is haunted anyway
haha
the nominations is so damn scary
*okay i shall try to type in paragraph*
you'll have to go & do the drills three by three & almost the whole band excluding sec 3s and including the teachers will look at you when you doing drills. After that you'll have to play a piece that you're familiar with but your senior will choose which part of the song. After that you'll have to side-read any songs that your senior will give you. & the whole band will stare at you while you playing. Obviously i can't make it for the side-reading part since i have slow reaction but never mind. I shall accept the truth that i can only be a retarded oboist. I feel so diu lian for oboe section because the fact is that all my seniors are pros. But i'm not. ): yeah good luck to me mann. Oh & by the time i'm sec 4 i think i will be super lonely, besides the fact that i'm always lonely in band since there's only one oboist in the whole sec 2 level, so good luck to me, really.

the band camp was damn fun! but you'll be disgusted if you know that i never bath since yesterday evening until today afternoon. & i sweat A LOT. haha i know it's gross. but still, nobody cares about if you smell nice or not since it's too fun already! haha well done sec 3s! actually the night trail supposed to be quite scary. Just that the timings are all wrong & we know what's going on at the station already. So there's no surprise at all. Hmm, i think i shall take note of this so that next year our batch won't make the same mistake again. If there's a band camp. But they really did a great job mann! *clap clap clap* :D when we were playing the day games one of the station is like, one person will mix all the food up, like bread and cereal with tomato & chilli sauce or kaya then ask the whole group to eat. I'm really disgusted when i saw the food. it smell very gross & the colour is so ugly! :/ i feel like puking after eating a small honey star that's in the plate. With all the tomato&chilli sauce & kaya. ): GROSS! I didn't get a chance to take photos though. Oh & Danica didn't go because she sick. She didn't do the nominations too. ):

After coming back from camp i slept for at least 4 hours and now i'm so not tired. I'm so dead lah. I don't tomorrow how am i going to wake up early & practise my piano and oboe. My teachers are going to kill me. & i haven't tidy my chinese file yet! argh i'm so dead. BUT BAND CAMP WAS FUN! :D

okay i shall go and sleep now. Byebye. (:

P.S. I changed my blogskin! Simplicity is the best. :D

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11:36 PM • Saturday, May 9, 2009

gosh i haven't even start to do my mothers' day card yet
& tomorrow my mum coming
i'm so dead
i should've bought her a flower or something
but today i got no time :/
never mind maybe tomorrow morning i go out & buy (:

got to do the card now
byebye

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11:15 PM • Friday, May 8, 2009

guess what?
i have a private blog.
if you're going to google my name & find the blog
i can tell you to give up
i tried before you just can't find it (:
i know this is random but i just feel like telling you all
haha

okay tata :D

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10:40 PM •

so this is the Ah-Pek liked Karchian with her Ah-Pek specs
hahahahahahahahahahahaha :DDDD
she's so funny!

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11:04 PM • Wednesday, May 6, 2009

okay i'm finally updating my this dead blog
i felt damn pissed
i spent like freaking 2 hours on the freaking stupid math portfolio drawing
& another one hour on the sketch
& now it still look super inporpotionate
lols
anyways, i finished it already
so after posting this i shall go and sleep now

so now there's a lot of tests huh
i shall let you all have a good laugh at this
i don't think you all will laugh anyway
if you can't picture the scene

settings:
me, Calista & Amy at the canteen eating

storyline:
i'm going for remedial so i asked Cal help me buy fried food
so i asked her to help me buy one chicken drumstick & 3 seaweed chickens
(FYI, i eat A LOT.)

Me: eh help me buy fried food ah.
Amy: Wah you eat a lot leh.
Me: Whatever.
Cal: Okay. Oh i still owe you $0.40
Me: Huh why? (as being a Sotong.)
Cal: *rolled her eyes* i ate one of your seaweed chicken during recess.
Me: Ohya! *reply without thinking* then you buy for me one more seaweed chicken lor!
*Amy & Calista laughed like shit*
then i sit down there innocently look at them laugh.
i seriously don't get what so funny about it lah.
as Calista said, normal people will say something like, 'you pay me now lah!'
so what Calista is trying to say is that i'm NOT normal
haha yeah of course i'm not normal
i can eat so much that i can help 2 people finish their COLD canned drinks early in the morning
& i didn't have stomachache
lols
but i realized that the more i eat the taller i grow
so i shall eat more :D
ohyeah first time in don't-know-how-many-years' time i typed such a long post :D

tomorrow got band
self prac sia
Ms. Sia not coming
miss her leh *puke!*
ohyeah better sleep now
tata :D