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hello people. i'm here again. 10:38 PM • Tuesday, January 26, 2010
you know why? because i'm here to find my source of motivation to study.
ahhh i seriously don't feel like studying but i know i have to. so, i should write junsu's name all over my diary to let it become my source of motivation? hmm, maybe.
or maybe praying is a better method. don't know, gonna try both.
GUANO.
i should say this whenever i feel like saying shit.
it sounds nicer. (:
i'm definitely not sleeping early tonight, because i realised the earlier i sleep, the sleepier i get for the next day. yesterday i slept at 10.30 and today i couldn't even concentrate in class. D:
OH BTW. DBSK BreakOut album is released today! :D and junsu's jap version of Xiahtic is included in the album. heh feel so happy for them :DD
OH OH OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAEJOONG. ;DD
byebye :D
{ HAPPPPPPPY. }
woohoo guess what? i just got an iTouch. :DD yay love you daddy. i promise i'll work hard. :D 12:24 AM • Sunday, January 24, 2010
and i think today is beast's 100th day anniversary. anyway, YAY HAPPY 100TH DAY. BEAST FIGHTING! :DD
okay shall go and sleep now. goodnight people. :D
{ god will always be with me. }
hello people. i don't know why i'm here. ohno wait, actually i know why. because joey asked me to do that. 11:01 PM • Thursday, January 21, 2010
JOEY IS UNDERGOING DEPRESSION.
yes that's what she wants me to write.
ANYWAY. i'm also undergoing depression now. D: guess what? i failed my chinese compo. first time in my whole entire life. and i'm feeling so shit now. D: what's more depressing is that i seriously can't play the oboe. i really wonder why i took MEP. look, my piano sucks, my theory sucks, my oboe sucks. oh well, maybe god wants me to really try out things that seem impossible for me. still, i'm going to die next year, after my senior pass out. because i can't sight read for nuts, and i can't play for nuts. so yeah, you can imagine how my life will be next year. D:
CUUUUUTTTT! okay i'm really trying my best to push away all my negative thoughts, because i know i'm not allowed to have them in my head. hey dudes, go away! i want to live happily ever after.
okay forget it. i'm just going to sleep now. hope that tomorrow will be a fresh new start, and everything will be fine. god is by my side after all, isn't it? (:
kay goodnight. :D
{ BLABLABLA. }
hehe hello peeps. :D 10:29 PM • Tuesday, January 19, 2010
BLABLABLA. I'M CURRENTLY IN A VERY NOT STABLE STATE. AS IN, THE I-CAN-GO-CRAZY-ANYTIME STATE. BLABLABLA.
just heard the audio teaser for 2am's new song feat. 2pm's chansung. hehe looking forward to it. :DD blablabla.
blablabla. i just wasted my day. mann, today is the only free day i have for the week. blablabla.
(suddenly feel like singing, baabaa blacksheep have you any wool~)
blablabla. HyunA solo's song Change is nice. addicted to it already. :D (uh oh uh oh uh oh, uh oh uh oh)
CHANGED. BLYE BLYE BLYE, with silent L. :D
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HELLO PEOPLE. THERE'S SDLS LATER AND I'M SUPPOSED TO DO MY WORK. LOL BUT I'M HAPPY. :DDD HEHE 7:11 PM • Sunday, January 17, 2010
GUESS WHAT? MY MUM ALLOW ME TO GO TO SUPER SHOW!!! ;DD
HEH BYEBYE :D
{ motivated }
ahh bleh. super long time never update. i'm just going to use this short 5 mins to update since i have really little time. 10:18 PM • Monday, January 11, 2010
omg life is like, so hectic after school reopens. mann, i can't imagine how my life is going to be when we're all sec 4s. this sucks mann.
oh and sec 4 'O' levels results came out already. :D the top scholar is a malaysian scholar, again. KaiRou, we're all proud of you mann! :DD lol but we feel kinda stressed now, since they'll probably expect us to maintain the same standard when we're taking the O levels. ah well, let's just see how things go. :D
life may be hectic and crazy, but i feel much more refreshed and motivated with the new environment, new teachers and new subjects. hope that i'll feel motivated throughout the entire year. and i'm going to give my best as i know God is beside me, encourage and refresh everytime i'm tired. i'm going to give all out because the teachers are working hard with all of us too. looks like it's time to wake up and stop dreaming. this is the real battle that we're supposed to win, and we're all going to give our best. seriously, i've never felt this encouraged and motivated before. perhaps God just told me that i've wasted my last 2 years and i shouldn't waste another 2 years again. well, jiayou everybody. :D
okay shall go and do my homework now. TATA :D
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