{ Helpless.*sobs*Who can help me? }
back to singapore. 10:31 PM • Saturday, September 20, 2008
recieved tons of smses.
quite sad today.
coz something happened.
unlike my friend,yesterday amazingly happy like siao.
well,I try to look back and try to figure out what happened between two of us.
and i found out that actually it's my fault.
but i think it's too late.
everything changed since we came to singapore.
but will everything be fine if we stay in malaysia?
I hope so.
but still,it's fate that bring us together.
it's fate that we came to singapore.
it's fate that we changed.
A lot.
well,I know i should say something to u.
At least something.
but i didn't.
To be honest,i don't dare to do that.
在面对和逃避之间,我选择了逃避.
I know maybe it's not a great idea.
but it's one way that i won't have to face you.
but I know i can't do that forever.
I shall say something.
but what shall I say?
sorry?
no,it's too late.
everything happened.
我的心在挣扎.
what shall I do?
will someone out there to help me?
i don't have a true friend.
maybe there's one i can think of.
but does the person treat me as a true friend?
i m afraid that history may repeat itself.
so I shall just keep it in my heart and maybe talk to my "sotong" about everything.
what shall I do?
Heart broken.
Look back.
It's all my fault.
It's all my fault for being so childish.
Is there still time for me to change back everything.
I don't think so.
since everything already changed.
友情像是一杯牛奶,一旦变质了,便再也找不到原来的味道了.
seriously,i feel like crying.
i feel helpless.
who can help me?
Welcome.
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